i need to take a nap and i need to heal. this boy has taken breastfeeding to the extreme. i am so trying to wean him and he is fighting me every step of the way. to top it all off, he freakin bit me with his sharp top tooth and i almost peed myself! it hurt so bad it made me cry and it was everything i could do not to throw him. he fights me for and about everything anyway. i cant wipe his nose, i cant change his diaper, i cant feed him, i cant put him to sleep. i do everything for this kid even fought to keep breastfeeding him and this is the thanx i get! i can just IMAGINE teen years! im totally losing my mind. i cant even think of his next feeding because my boob starts to throb from the last time he bit me this afternoon. im so aggravated i could spit nails and shoot daggers. he knows what he did. you should have seen the sheepish look on his face and how he put his head on my shoulder as if to say he was sorry. he also knows im still pretty mad because every time he gets near me he screams and cries and buries his body into my chest. i cant even look at him now without him yelling. i have been trying to get over my anger since he did it, but it is just a hard thing for me to do today.

especially cuz i know he bit me the hardest he could on purpose. yes you will probably say ” o hes just a baby he doesnt know. he doesnt mean to hurt you like that ” yeah well you dont know MY kid. he is very purpose-driven in all he does or he wouldnt do it. he’s very smart and cunning and he knows when he is wrong. he knows how to get his way adn he knows who will give in to his whims. yes he is only 11 1/2 mos old but like i said YOU DONT KNOW MY KID …. ppl think im crazy till they see him in action for themselves. little frank-einstein. wanna see this little angel? Here he is