and i still get second guessed no matter what. i tell you i have never had to fight more than when i had my child. if you let them, people will run your kid for you and you will end up with an unhealthy spoiled child. so now it’s about soy milk and how it’s not healthy for a child especially not as a substitute for cow’s milk. well i know different. i also know that cow’s milk based formula is terrible for a baby instead of breastmilk but that doesn’t make a difference to anyone but me i guess. i never make such life changing decisions without being fully equipped with a plethora of research knowledge.
this has been a pretty angering week.

friggin ppl run me ragged with their requests for help, not really asking , but barging in and monopolizing my time..and instead of me acting out my frustrations i post them here. i tell my hubby so he can handle it. i wish that they didn’t know about my computer prowess so i would never get bothered again. i wish we didn’t live here so i didn’t get my mothering skills and choices tested and rebutted at every turn. this is wearing me out and i m so praying for strength and presence of mind not to loose my head and tell all that i really feel. ugh!!!

its to the point where i wish i could climb out the window and drive away when they knock.