today i feel overly compelled to tell everyone that time is growing short. the days are getting shorter and shorter. time is winding up on us. there is not going to be much more chance to decide. Jesus Christ died for our sins and we can only come to the Father God through Him…
ye must be BORN AGAIN !
repent for the kingdom of God is at hand!!
you see, i have been living a testimony for all to see. my whole life up till now is a testimony as to the saving power and grace of Almighty God. i have been kicked, beaten, battered, bruised, raped, shamed, engaged, molested, bisexualized, forgotten, used, humiliated, deceived, betrayed, diseased, suicidal, sodomized, brutalized, tricked, prostituted, and even drank, smoked and dealt the drugs that kill us from the inside out. then finally i had a meeting with the Creator of heaven and earth. my life was changed, turned upside down, and the effects are still flowing. even though i complain here about the things going wrong in my life, you have to understand that’s just life. we are not to be surprised by trials in this life. even Jesus went through this. we are parti
cipating in the suffering of Christ. through the trials we are to become stronger and overcome them for He has already overcome the world. the things in my life that annoy me now are NOTHING especially compared to what was going on before Christ saved me and changed me.
i dont have to sell my body or put up with being hurt by people who dont care about me. i dont have to worry about getting a disease or becoming pregnant and having nothing to give. i dont have to sleep with women to find the emotional support that i wasnt finding with a man. i dont have to sit in fear of another person coming to me to violate my body. i dont have to worry about drinking myself into oblivion or smoking my brain out of my ears just to forget the turmoil i am in. i dont have to run from the cops because i am carrying illegal substances nor do i need to sell it to get my next fix. i am no longer living in fear. i no longer pray to die or long for days gone past when i shouldve wouldve couldve but didnt. God has given me a new life. a life filled with purpose.
i have a beautiful family, my singing voice is back and better than ever, my mind is clear, my memory is coming back to me, i have passion and desire for life and living it, and best of all i have a heavenly Father who takes care of all my needs.
God is all we ever need. He is the one who will take away our addictions, our vices, our mental illnesses, and even our physical illnesses. He takes away our burdens, pains, and worries. we just need to trust Him. give our lives to Him .. surrender it all and just watch God work!
for those of you who dont know, i used to rap and sing for the world. now i only do it to please my Savior. i am a youth minister with a main passion for young girls. my goal is to see them do better than i did and to find Christ early on so they never have to deal with everything that i went through or worse. i love God and what i have seen Him do.
i myself have been healed of bisexuality, HPV, alcoholism, and marijuana addiction. whenever it seems we dont have enough we always end up with more than enough. my child is a miracle especially with the circumstances that surround his birth.
He has been sending wake up calls for everyone. just look at the news. just in my life alone, i have had a 16 year old friend die in a car accident just because she just had to sneak out and see her boyfriend. on the way back she slams into a pole because she fell asleep behind the wheel and was killed instantly. my cousin just eloped at the beginning of the year and her husband just died last week. a friend of mine was at a crossroads with God, trying to decide whether or not to give her heart fully to Him. she and her friend were driving home and hit black ice. the car flipped 4 times and they had to get the jaws of life to get her friend out of the car. how is she? thankful. they ended up with not even a scratch after all that. she got out of the car and gave her heart to God. my friend died of cancer at age 40. my cousin died in an accident at his job when boards fell on his head. my friend died after calling his wife and saying he would be home soon. on his way there he hit the back of a tractor trailer with his motorcycle and was killed. he was only in his mid 30′s.
i say all this to say, time is of the essence. today is your day of decision!
wouldnt it be terrible to wake up one day and find out that He is real and you missed the call???