o yeah we are going to look at a house in what i believe is a perfect location at an awesome price. pray that everything goes well and even if this isnt the house for us, that we find an even more perfect one in the very very near future. we want to move before the end of the year.


the way i feel today

Tourniquet:evanescence
I tried to kill the pain
But only brought more so much more
I lay dying
And I’m pouring crimson regret and betrayal
I’m dying dying
Praying praying
Bleeding bleeding
And screaming
Am I too lost to be saved?
Am I too lost?
My God, my tourniquet
Return to me salvation
My God, my tourniquet
Return to me salvation
Do you remember me?
Lost for so long
Will you be on the other side?
Will you forget me?
I’m dying dying
Praying praying
Bleeding bleeding
And screaming
Am I too lost to be saved?
Am I too lost?
My God, my tourniquet
Return to me salvation
My God, my tourniquet
Return to me salvation
Return to me salvation
I long to die
My God, my tourniquet
Return to me salvation
My God, my tourniquet
Return to me salvation
My wounds cry for the grave
My soul cries for deliverance
Will I be denied?
Christ, tourniquet, my suicide

pray it
doesnt rain till really late so my sis can graduate today.
pray that i keep my promises long enough for my son to be set for life.
pray that i last that long.


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from … btw when are u free for me to come over? hubby works weird hours this week so give me a few time frames and i will see what i can do.
keep us in prayer.
i miss my grandmom. she is in rehab for her foot still.
im bored.
off to search for more houses on the net.


the kid stayed at my mom’s last night and we wont pick him up till after the wedding today. i am occupying my time with the internet and eventually practicing my guitar and finding something nice to wear to this wedding … gah! you’d think i would have done that already but im a slacker.
the home search is still under way. refer to for the best written response to the atrocities trying to happen in our humble town of ILLville.
and to think, i was considering buying a house there… :( … now im scared my kid will get stuck in a motorcross accident !!! i pray they never approve all the junk they wanna do and that no one buys their stupid 300K homes!!!