Monthly Archives: April 2005

i really need to just……breathe.


Posted by Sun T.

No More Drama
and…
I dont want to be by Gavin McGraw
I don’t need to be anything other
Than a prison guard’s son
I don’t need to be anything other
Than a specialist’s son
I don’t have to be anything other
Than the birth of two souls in one
Part of where I’m going, is knowing where I’m coming from
I don’t want to be
Anything other than what I’ve been trying to be lately
All I have to do
Is think of me and I have peace of mind
I’m tired of looking ’round rooms
Wondering what I’ve got to do
Or who I’m supposed to be
I don’t want to be anything other than me
I’m surrounded by liars everywhere I turn
I’m surrounded by imposters everywhere I turn
I’m surrounded by identity crisis everywhere I turn
Am I the only one who noticed?
I can’t be the only one who’s learned
I don’t want to be
Anything other than what I’ve been
trying to be lately
All I have to do
Is think of me and I have peace of mind
I’m tired of looking ’round rooms
Wondering what I’ve got to do
Or who I’m supposed to be
I don’t want to be anything other than me
Can I have everyone’s attention please?
If you’re not like this and that, you’re gonna have to leave
I came from the mountain
The crust of creation
My whole situtaion-made from clay to stone
And now I’m telling everybody
I don’t want to be
Anything other that what I’ve been trying to be lately
All I have to do
Is think of me and I have peace of mind
I’m tired of looking ’round rooms
Wondering what I’ve got to do
Or who I’m supposed to be
I don’t want to be anything other than me
I don’t want to be

Pretty much sums up how I feel and stuff…
I am delving into the world of primitive graphics design. I just signed on for Deviant Art and I have just begun making blogskins.
I have been wathing American Idol again.
I could totally spontaneously combust.
Mary Kay and Vili are together and look like they are so in love. I just pray that they stay that happy…
I probably shouldn’t even write anything here with the way I am
right now. There are a few morse songs that fit my mood. I just wont post them. Im very sleepy but i always wait for my husband…
prayerfully yours…..


isnt life amazing?


Posted by Sun T.

American Cities That Best Fit You:
50% Miami
45% Austin
45% Chicago
45% Honolulu
45% New York City

aaah miami… figures it would be mostly for florida!
so yeah…hmm…im kindof depressed and kindof on edge. i need to do a whole lot of cleaning today cuz all our company left sunday and i was spending time with hubby yesterday.
so who is up for an
‘illville mini reunion? lol i have 2 cars now so i can actually leave the house!!! well, any day that hubby works 11-8 would be best so i can have all day to chill and all night to spend with him :P i know you all probably have jobs and arent available during the day but it’s worth a shot.
i found dean and brandy on myspace.com .. pretty funny. there are a few other ‘illvillians over there, too.
keep my grandmother in your thoughts/prayers please. she is suffering so much right now. she was released from the hospital right after i saw her on thursday and was put back in the next day for vomiting blood.
daddy is well. sister is well. other sis is finally on the right track thank God. mom is tired but ok.
hubby and baby are well. hubby is tired. keep him in your thoughts/prayers for a new and better job with better hours and higher pay.
thanx to all you who continue to check up on me and make sure im not dead LOL


about april 11th, my 25th birthday


Posted by Sun T.

this is the third time i’m trying to post this freaking entry…
…. okay ….
the day of my birthday was uneventful. the next day i got to to deptford mall with hubby and baby and we walked around, bought a drink from cinnabon, and left when the mall closed. the day after that i went to my favorite non-buffet american food establishment with my father in law who treated me for my birthday : Boston Market.
the day of my birthday i got to stay home and do laundry. I got one present from my little sister who thought my birthday was last month. at least some people remembered and actually called me *i got more calls than my husband and his birthday is a week ahead of mine*.
if this is any indication of how the next quarter century of my life is going to be,
I QUIT.


happy birthday


Posted by Sun T.

to my husband *6th* me *11th* jillene *13th?* and all the others in April… I boycotted Easter last month cuz it was too early. I think it’s about time to celebrate it now…Eggz and marshmallowey chocolatey goodness for everyone!


news on the fam.


Posted by Sun T.

sis is doing great. she’s just a bit sore. grandma is in intensive unit of the hospital…not doing too great. dad is awesome. still has a clean bill of health. i got a new car XD baby and i are almost not sick anymore…he had strep throat. i had the flu. hubby has the flu still and is miserable. ummmm one sis is doing avon, the other has a boyfriend and getting ready for prom. all is well in toyland.