I havent felt peace like this since the day I rededicated my life to God. it’s amazing how much torment can go away through a change in living arrangements. *sipping a maitai thinking how good life is* well, at least that’s what i’m doing in my mind.
business is good.
life is good.
but
my son is driving me insane…
beyond the brink of insane…
it’s all i can do not to pull out all my hair…
he’s breaking out with eczema junk again.
if anyone has any elidel (sp?) i would truly appreciate it
as insurance doesnt cover it
and the hydrocortisone is making his skin blotch.
im scared it will be permanent
i saw what it can do to people’s skin.
it’s not reversible.
he’s potty training pretty well.
he loves going potty like a “big boy”.
i am hoping that he gets totally trained before he grows out of #4 size diapers.
i am so not willing to buy #5 size for the same price with less diapers.
and
i’m praying that my grandmother is ok. she’s in the hospital again after th
ey took her out and put her in a nursing home. this is the 2nd time this has happened. freakin great.
also
i’m hoping that when everything gets settled here that i don’t have a reason to be aggravated every day. living with friends and their children can be a hassle, but i’m hoping that it doesn’t become one. i hope that we don’t lose our friendship. i hope i don’t get on their nerves too much either. these are the closest people i have to me right now and i really love them. i don’t want anything to be ruined because i’m a weirdo or that their quirks irk me or my husband. i hope that my son can get along with their kids and that i dont get aggravated by so many children in one place. the last hope is a long shot, but hey, prayer works.
in closing,
i dont have much to say in closing…haha. i think i said it all already.
The business
ok im really done now.
byeeeeeeez