Bucket O' Bulletz

FROU FROU LYRICS
“Let Go”
Drink up baby doll
Are you in or are you out?
Leave your things behind
‘Cause it’s all going off without you
Excuse me too busy you’re writing your tragedy
These mishaps
You bubble-wrap
When you’ve no idea what you’re like
[Chorus]
So, let go,let go
Jump in
Oh well, what you waiting for?
It’s all right
‘Cause there’s beauty in the breakdown
So, let go, l-let go
Just get in
Oh, it’s so amazing here
It’s all right
‘Cause there’s beauty in the breakdown
It gains the more it gives
And then it rises with the fall
So hand me that remote
Can’t you see that all that stuff’s a sideshow?
Such boundless pleasure
We’ve no time for later
Now you can’t await
your own arrival
you’ve twenty seconds to comply
[Chorus]
So, let go, so let go
Jump in
Oh well, what you waiting for?
It’s alright
‘Cause there’s beauty in the breakdown
So, let go, yeah let go
Just get in%0
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Oh, it’s so amazing here
It’s all right
‘Cause there’s beauty in the breakdown
[background sounds]
[Chorus]
So, let go, so let go
Jump in
Oh well, what you waiting for?
It’s alright
‘Cause there’s beauty in the breakdown
So, let go, yeah let go
Just get in
Oh, it’s so amazing here
It’s all right
‘Cause there’s beauty in the breakdown
In the breakdown
‘Cause there’s beauty in the breakdown
The breakdown
So amazing here
‘Cause there’s beauty in the breakdown

im in a frustrated and bad mood. if anyone wants to talk to me please call my celly phone 6-742-4595… i suck… i need to get away… anyone wanna babysit for a few hours during nap time???? see i made it easy for you! UGHHHHHHH!!!!

…by some crazy person named that i need to update because people actually read this journal. I find that a funny sentiment as I have a number of journals and this is the only one that “everyone” reads. Even on myspace very few people read anything but bulletins. SO …with no further ado here is my update:
My grandmother will have been buried a week ago tomorrow, two weeks since her death. It is setting in now that I will not see her until the last day. I am praying that the last day is NOW because I really miss her. I miss saying to my mother “so how’s grandmom? hanging in there?” … I miss taking time to go and see her, even if it was few and far between. I miss the talks and walks we took most of my life… her laugh and ornery smile. Her faith. Her joy. I miss the days when we would be at my house and me on the top bunk, her on the bottom, and we would hold hands till we fell asleep. I miss being in her room and smelling her Charlie perfume wafting through the air. I remember how she would make tea and have a cup every day while reading her bible or doing her search-a-words. How
she always watched her stories every weekday without fail. The conversations about life and love and death and home. Her undaunting spirit…no matter what pains or how many pills she had to take. The funny sounds she used to make while going about her daily duties…whistling and humming and grunting a laugh at long past comedy. The sneaking of money to me so we could go together in her green Nova and get penny candy at the local general store. The picnics, the parties, the boiled water baths. Her indignation toward evil and wrongdoing. Such a super hero…my super hero.
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To :
Will that do for now?

Yes, my grandmother passed away…as of friday 2:30pm….she is now in heaven…here are the details for those who knew and loved her like me:
Graveside service:
Fordville United Methodist Church, Fordville, NJ
11 AM Friday November 11, 2005
Repass:
Union Baptist Temple, Bridgeton, NJ
After burial service
In lieu of flowers, we are asking for donations toward an educational fund for the grandchildren and great-grandchildren.
Call/email me to find out who to make out the donations to or for more information.