I have so much unforgiveness and guilt.
I have to forgive myself for letting all these things happen. I have to forgive myself for all the things I didn’t do in order to make this whole thing work. I have to love myself again and unlearn the things that have made me become this way. I have to learn to trust him again.
I have to forgive him for not trusting me. I have to forgive him for all the wrong he has done. I have to forgive him for violating my home… I have to forgive him for allowing this girl to take over his emotions.
I have to forgive her for trying to take away my life. I have to forgive her for speaking to his heart in this way. I have to forgive her for loving him.
I wish to God this pain was gone! Help me Jesus…
I need Your strength to get through this day.
I wanna choke someone. I wanna find her and kill her dead.
I wanna beat the crap out of my husband.
O God hear my prayer!!!
Please deliver me from this unforgiveness and anger. It is eating me up inside.
Amen.