yes tomorrow is the one year anniversary of my grandmother’s passing over. i will be here..alone..with my son all day long. i am not looking forward to it. already i can feel the effects of the memories on me. i can barely deal with my son today. it doesn’t help that he seems to be blatantly trying to make me lose it…you know, the way kids do. pushing every button til you throw up your hands.
it’s all a waiting game now. the sun is low in the sky…maybe i will be feel better by February 27th… that’s when there will be no more threat of impending family members showing up on my doorstep expecting to be admitted into my home. i can hardly wait.