Bucket O' Bulletz

on trying to not have a baby…
seriously. i’m tired of the fear. i’m tired of trying to dodge the bullet. i’m tired of knowing that it will happen and not being able to accept it. whatever baby i am blessed with, i want to know it’s my choice to have it and it wasn’t a surprise. i want to know that i will love it like i love my first-born. i want to get it over with before i turn 30. i will be 27 next year and it’s creeping up on me. i want to be in top condition when this happens so that i will know that i did everything i was supposed to do for the child to be healthy. i give it up to God’s will and relinquish control over it…i would rather welcome it with open arms and never have it happen than to abhor it and go insane when it does happen.
in other news…my husband is ecstatic that i am no longer fighting over it.

The Toys for Tots Campaign at Vimo is donating one dollar for every doctor that is rated on their website. The dollar goes to Toys for Tots. They have a lofty goal of $1 million dollars. I don’t see any doctors, so I can’t rate any but you all can. I know there are plenty of you that see doctors on a regular basis. Even if you don’t feel like it, do it for the kids.
A few stipulations:

• You can only rate 3 doctors for a max of $3 per reviewer.
• The review needs to be original
• The review has to have at least 100 characters *not words* about the doctor’s performance.

today he is being moved to children’s hospital for further testing. we hope that they find whatever is wrong with him and fix it…we pray that it is fixable.. I have been praying/thinking hard for this kid. He is so young to have so much going on with him. please keep him in your hearts today as they begin the process of finding a solution for him.
im in a weird state of mind today, so if i seem random, im sorry.

According to the page rank predictor, these will be my page ranks when the next update falls:

I must be doing something right.

Take Me Back Tuesday 102

Three songs that you unwind to.

• The Dock of the Bay by Otis Redding
• Kiss from A Rose by Seal
• All of Me by Amy Lee

Three albums that you relax to.

• Any of Sade’s albums
• Untitled by The Benjamin Gate
• Sacred Spirit

Three artists that never fail to relax you.

• Mozart
• Enya
• Sade

snag this meme

No pictures again, but I am going to tell you my list for the day:

• wash clothes
• clean bathroom
• clean kitchen/dining area
• vacuum the house
• make paper angels for the tree with the baby

I am already in the process of doing the wash, but everything else will be done throughout the day. My goal: to have it all done by 5pm…but the angels can be done anytime.

Technorati Tags: Take Me Back Tuesday, Tackle It Tuesday

It’s the thrill of the kill I tell you.

See what I just bought! My son is going to have a pretty good Christmas haul this year.