I am going to warn you now… Men this could be too much for you to handle…

This is the 5th day with no period. I thought I saw some pink this morning, but that seems to have just been wishful thinking. I know I said I would be prepared if this happened. I said it… I have peace about it all though so that is progress. Whether or not it comes out that I am pregnant. I am trying to wait the 2 more days before I test so that it’s a strong positive or negative with no question. I tried to find an excuse to go to the store last night *alone* so I could buy the test, but to no avail. Maybe I can figure out a reason today…to buy some applesauce for the baby would be a good reason. He doesn’t have any and wants some…and we DO need another loaf of bread. *sigh* the waiting is enough to make you crazy.