



Whenever I watch American Idol I end up bawling my eyes out. Is it because of my own dream deferred? Is it because the singers are so bad there is no way to stop the tears from falling? Is it because the good singers are so good that tears spring to my ears from their melodies? Maybe it’s all of the above. I have always wanted to try out for AI but I have never tried to even get there. Time, money, sacrifice…to be canned or hated on? I dunno. I have a mini nervous break down as I live vicariously through my favorites. I vote dutifully, watch faithfully, and cheer them on to the end. Maybe I am only going to be a local celeb, or maybe not at all. If it’s gonna happen let it happen soon cuz I am nearly 30 and time is ticking. Twenty more years and I am 50 so what will I have to show for my life then? Will I be proud of what I have accomplished or will I be broken, beaten, and giving up? Only time will tell…
See what AI does to me?
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Suni,
Don’t give up on your dreams. Perfect your craft and it will nodoubt bring you satisfaction. Your passion for singing is God given. Whether you become the next American Idol or not the time you spend now improving your gift will bring glory to God and a deeper satisfaction for yourself because you can look back and see how you improved.
God doesn’t give us garuantees that we will be able to live out the life we dream but if our dream is to live life for God then we are garuanteed our dreams fullfilled because our dreams will be his dreams.
I hope that made sense and brings some comfort.
I adore watching AI…but I don’t vote. Never have in all these years….go figure.
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