16 Apr 2007 @ 1:32 PM 
 

Burn to write, life is waiting

 

I have been so absorbed lately that I have been forgetting to write anything for fun. Waiting on the doctor to call, waiting on my son, waiting on my dog, waiting on my husband, waiting on a reason to care. It’s ridiculous! Some of it is, of course my duty and joy, but some of it is not…like the doctor thing. I don’t know when my appointment will be AFTER they call me FINALLY.

I finally told my husband what has been going on with me, and he didn’t say anything. It’s what he did that confirmed his concern for me. It was funny, how he wouldn’t let me go anywhere by myself yesterday. He didn’t want to leave me today, but duty called him back to work.

I appreciated that he saw something in me yesterday that he may not have recognized otherwise. He made sure I stayed safe yesterday.

As for writing, I have gotten up to book sized page 24 in my bio. I am thinking I might not want to use my real name, but then again why shouldn’t I? It’s my story. It’s hurtful, embarrassing, and horrific but it’s still MY life…no matter how much I feel that it is someone else’s life.

Sometimes I Act Crazy: Living with Borderline Personality DisorderI’m off to seek out more adventures in writing today. I am also going to be talking about chapters 4-6 of “Sometimes I Act Crazy” on my other blog.

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Tags Categories: Blogging, Family, Life, Self Posted By: Sun T.
Last Edit: 16 Apr 2007 @ 01 32 PM

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  1. Ann says:

    I do hope you are feeling better, Suni. Your wisdom adds to my life.

  2. Sun T. says:

    I will get there Ann. It will take a lot of time, patience, and work but eventually it will all work out. What you said means so much to me. Sometimes I feel like I am writing to the blog and no one is reading but God! I really needed that encouragement today. Thank you!

  3. Deb says:

    I understand what you’re saying about your name. I write with so much of myself in a book I’m working on, but of course it becomes “fiction” so nobody recognizes me…and i’ve thought of writing my own story fully, but i’m not sure I could get through it yet. I can’t wait to read yours

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