that would have been. I had prepared for the baby. I got the Dr. Sears books about being pregnant and having a newborn in the house for my son. I prowled the websites looking for things to add to my registry and home. I did it all, because I just knew that the baby would *stick*. God’s plans are not our own, so apparently the fact that I have all these things for a baby is only a heartache deep within my soul.
Not too long ago I was optimistic about having another child. I even went as far as to get a beautiful top from maternity clothes online. It doesn’t even look like a maternity item really. See for yourself:
It’s made well and is VERY pretty. Suffice to say, I won’t be using it any time soon. I might give it to someone else who is newly pregnant. I don’t know. It looks cute enough to wear without being pregnant. Don’t you think? There are a whole heap of tops and dresses like that on Kiki’s site. I had a hard time choosing just one top, myself. It’s in my bookmarks for later if I need it. Let me know if you order anything from there.



