Bucket O' Bulletz

The things that went awry in order:

Last night my son nearly choked himself to death by trying to hold 3 marbles in his mouth. In just a little while, two of those marbles will be moving through his system. The other went into the trash after he spit it out.

I found out one of my dear friends is in the slammer. He has been there 3 months and I JUST FOUND OUT!!!! I mean, he isn’t a friend I call all the time…but we know the important stuff about each other. This just P.M.O! I just got his letters in the mail. Now I am praying like crazy that he stays alright.

I sent a preliminary letter back, only to find out that while i have not been sending letters much, postage has gone up 2 cents so I will probably end up with a returned letter over TWO F*G cents.

I got a bill that I cannot pay in the mail today…well a confirmation of the bill. It’s just another reminder that there are still things that I cannot do anything about.

My MIL accosted me in the Wawa on my way to a birthday party. What she was asking, I could not comply with. She was on her way to my house but didn’t call first. If she had called, they wouldn’t have had to waste a trip.

I was annoyed by a woman at the birthday party…she really really irked me. She treated me like an unwed mother with a baby. I have never been so happy to be 27 as I was this day. When she asked my age and I replied, I watched her wither under her previously condescending demeanor.

On the way back from the party, my son had a conniption because a white spider was crawling up his car seat. I had to hurry and find a place to pull over and search for the cursed spider. He was gone…to where I have no clue.

My Man has not texted or called all day. Now I am worried.

I am here all alone till Monday night because I have a doc appt on Monday afternoon. The Kid had to go to my mother’s tonight. Tomorrow I will be all alone with my thoughts. My grandmother has been gone 2 years as of tomorrow. NOT a good day to be alone with any thought.

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To tell you the truth, SH** has been going down since my husband left for training. Much of it is stuff I have no control over…IT SUCKS.