I really think I do, but I am praying that I am wrong. I have been so stressed out lately. So many things have been going on. It’s like I can’t get out from under things happening. I have been more depressed than I have been in a long time. There is one daily stress that won’t quit bothering me…and I can’t talk about it. I am going to therapy tomorrow. I am so thankful for a safe place to expel all the muck that is driving me insane.
Monthly Archives: February 2008
Where are you?
Sitting at this computer is going to make me get a posture corrector. That’s why I haven’t been over here very much lately. Not to mention, I am focusing on my practical crafts like knitting, crochet, spinning and sewing. I think that it’s important to get back to basics sometimes. I have been enjoying my time off the computer more than on so much lately. I love my friends here, but sometimes you just have to get out of the technology matrix and live in your real life world.
The Meltdown is live
I posted a new Meltdown podcast today. It’s about how some of us try to fit into the mold others have made for us, but we break trying to do that.
I have also added it to podshow.com so you can find it in a number of places. Itunes has it, as well.
Tags: the+meltdown, depression, podcast
Vaccinations in New Jersey
They are trying to pass legislation that will allow parents to object to vaccines if they don’t want their child to get them. It would allow a well informed parent to say no to things like the chicken pox vaccine without a big hassle. I think it’s great. Some of those vaccinations are pretty contrived, and many of them have toxins in them that will mess up a child’s system. I wouldn’t be surprised if one day they attributed cerebral palsy symptoms to vaccinations early in life. If a child can get autism from them (which 2 of my friends have seen happen), that isn’t a far stretch. I already signed the petition since I am a NJ resident and believe in what they are doing.
Tags: new+jersey, vaccinations
Finish your car!
I am looking forward to spring and somewhat to summer. It was 8 below zero last night, that’s without the wind chill. Thinking of warmer months also reminds me of this popular strip of Vineland where everyone goes to show off their cars. Some of them aren’t even finished yet. I don’t know how a person can get away with driving around town with their rear spoilers looking all freshly puttied and unpainted. It’s not so bad if you JUST got it, but if you have been sporting that same puttied look for the last 2 seasons, I kind of think it’s time to either get it fixed up to look like part of your car (as it should) or just take it off. YECH >_<
Self Portrait Sunday: Dressed
Might not need to make plans
Just when I thought it was safe to check out travel health insurance… I find out that we might not get to go to Puerto Rico this year after all. *sigh* What can you do? Home life always comes before travel. It was a nice dream. I am hoping that we can still salvage the trip, but it might not happen.
Visiting the Parents
Today I got a valid excuse to drive down and see my parents today (other than the obvious fact that I wanted to see them 
) I got to hang out with my mom, dad, baby sister, and the baby cousins for a few hours. Then my sis and I took my kid and went down to the ‘ville to chill for awhile. We had a good old time talking at Starbucks over some hot drinks. I think we should definitely do that more often. It was a good day, other than me going the scenic route to get to their house *rolls eyes at self*. 