posted by Sun T. on Apr 17

She sent me an email earlier that said:

It is better to be liked for the true you,
 than to be loved for who people think you are.

Well that is a mouthful, isn’t it? I have been a person that cruises through life upon rough seas. I have always been one to hide who it is that I am at the heart, because I knew that no one could really handle it. I knew that if I ever really “showed up”, all hades would break loose.

I was right.

And now I am in therapy.

Doing what?

Trying to fix the me that people would see if I decided to let the true me loose on the world. Apparently that me is pretty screwed up. My life story might tell you a little as to WHY. I will spare you the story right now, though. I am open about my past, as it no longer hurts me. It’s just the residue from the past that has my entire life under a haze. If you listen to my podcast, you will get more insight as to why (if you care to).

It’s not easy to like myself most of the time. It’s not easy to find worth for myself. I guess that’s what my next podcast will be about.

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