Bucket O' Bulletz

I
Feel
Like
Crap…

I am not sick. I am a girl. ’nuff said?
I feel like one huge water bubble that no one can burst.
I am freezing and nothing can warm me.
I am sleepy but I cannot sleep.
I am bored but I can’t bring myself to do anything.

Make
it
stop!

I abhor being a girl * sung to the tune for “I adore being a girl” *.

You read right! My favorite show of ALL TIME is coming back to ABC! I have been waiting and waiting and waiting for it since November last year. I totally adore the show. I probably will do a countdown to the day by watching all the previous episodes online first. I can hardly contain my glee.
Anyone else been wishing for the show to return? I am so excited! In honor of the show, I have made this ticker to countdown to the day.

If you are in the market for high-speed internet service, why not get something in return? Once you sign up for service, you get a free gas gift card for Shell and one entry to win a HP Compaq Presario C770US laptop! The Charter Laptop-a-Day Giveaway is handing out 30 laptops within 30 days. The laptops features include built in Wi-Fi, built in ethernet, a dual core pentium processor, 15 inch screen, 2GB RAM, 160GB hard drive, and a DVD burner. They even throw in a laptop backback by NEOtec.

They have a great introductory price of only $19.99 for the first six months of Charter High Speed, as well as other packages that include telephone and television service. I am looking at this offer myself, since I really need a laptop AND phone service. I would love an all inclusive plan. They have it for a bit cheaper than the competition. I will definitely be talking to the Man about it when he gets home. The gas card alone is valued at up to one hundred dollars. With gas prices the way they are, you surely can’t just walk away without at least considering what they are offering. This is a chance you don’t want to miss. Make sure to visit the site for more details.

I watched the last 2 nights streaming online how Barack Obama came from nothing to be the biggest hope for our new President. I watched him and his family on the screen as they expounded on their hopes to change our world forever.

I have never seen Obama as a color, but as a man who has lived through the toughest of times and has had enough. I have never been anything other than a Democrat. My father always says “poor people can’t afford to be Republicans”…literally. I have grown up Democrat, cried happy tears when Bill Clinton was elected, sat back nearly hysterical when I watched him crumble, and nearly fell apart when the Republicans regained control.

Obama is our only hope for a viable future. He is in it for the people and not himself. He is truly humble, truly God fearing…you can see it all over himself and his family. They aren’t faking, like so many others. I still have some thoughts about his running mate…but that just makes me pray even harder that Obama stays safe and healthy.

I watched history in the making tonight. Not only did I see the one woman who could beat him out as the Presidential nominee join up with his campaign *last night*, but I saw him accept the nomination *this night* and put the fire into the hearts of the people of America…no matter what race, religion, sexual orientation, or political party. You couldn’t just sit and watch that speech. You laughed, you cried, you applauded, you stood. You could do nothing less.

I am in awe of this man, of his talents, of his mindset, of his potential to actually be all he has set out to be. I am impressed by his honest love for his wife and children. No one could fake that intimacy.

All that is left to say is: register to Vote and VOTE!

May God’s will be done.

Dang I hate that I am so sporadic. I HATE IT. I mean, I make schedules, general plans, to-do lists, and even join FLYLady. I pray. I try REALLY hard. I just want to be consistent for longer than a few months. Sporadic consistency sucks more than constant inconsistency. I have told myself to be consistent even when my feelings aren’t into it. Then something will happen, either unexpected guests/trips/issues or my knees freak out on me… or whatever. Then I have to fight back to what I was doing, but it never gets quite there. I am so sick of my own unpredictabilty. The answer is usually some sort of dampering drug that will make me a zombie-like creature who does all things as if under a heavy fog. I can’t have that.

So what am I supposed to do? I am trying to “beat my body into submission” *like that guy in the Bible did*, but it’s not easy. I am rebelling against myself every moment!

wordless wednesday

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I am breaking out of my former self. I have to, else die. I have to break out and become free once again. No more covering my blemishes with the bandaids of denial. No more spot treating disobedience with the acne cream of fear. I have to surrender all and do what I know is right. That might make a lot of people angry, but the answer is no plainer than the nose on my face. God is moving. He is moving so swiftly, so surely, that I must follow. Keep me in your prayers as I continue on the path He is laying before me. It won’t be easy, but it is His will and I am happy in knowing I am safe there.