in time gone by….

I have been wanting to be a Broadway star for as long as I have been singing. I have never taken the opportunity to even try. I can’t dance very long because my knees are very annoying. I used to be able to push through the pain. Now that I am pushing up in age, it’s harder to do. I am so hurt that I am not able to pursue this dream. I just got rid of a bunch of arias and musical scores that I will never use. I have all but given up the dream and hope of becoming that girl.

What killed it?

Time.
Bad choices.

When I had the time, I didn’t do it. Now that I am a Christian and married and have a child, it’s a done deal. I have to do God’s will in all things, especially when it comes to my family. I can’t sacrifice my son’s life for my dreams. I can’t sacrifice our family for my wants.

…the dream I dreamed.