Bucket O’ Bulletz

posted by Sun T. on Mar 30

my baby sis *16 y/o* goes in for surgery around 7:30am … please pray/send good thoughts. Thanx.

posted by Sun T. on Oct 25

well they moved the viewing from 11 to 10 and my mother, instead of calling MY phone called my father in law (who was in the living room) on HIS phone three times and therefore never got me!! my fil was doing me a favor by letting me sleep, and esp. cuz he didnt know if willie was here, he didnt want to barge in on me in my jammies….and therefore i awoke at 10 am and found out that no one was coming to get me and it was too late to get a ride. so i missed the viewing and the graveside vigil and everything. i never got to say goodbye to my beloved aunt florence. now im just trying to get over being so angry with my mother. my sis val was talking ot me on the phone from my mom’s house and my mom beeped in on their phone. val asked my mom why she didnt call me and she said ” o i knew i forgot something, well there’s nothing i can do about it now “. nice, huh? my dad was trying to calm me down and say that maybe it was a good thing i didnt get to go for various reasons. im still pissed though at its 2 in the afternoon. i dunno. pray for me or something. bye.

posted by Sun T. on Oct 23

for my aunt is at noon monday, viewing at 11am. i hope i can at least go to the viewing.
thank you all for your condolances/well wishes.
im feeling drained but a bit better. glad she’s out of pain and whatnot. still waiting for news on the house and the true closing date. in all technical fairness they can wait another week till my bu gets paid again. then we will have some moving money.
i made soup with a recipe and i dont like it. i should have gone with my instincts and made it my way. it isnt soup now its like stew but thicker. more like mashed potatoes with other stuff in it. my son loves it so i guess that’s ok.
ugh. byeeeeeeee

posted by Sun T. on Oct 22

my aunt just died about half hour ago. she had been sick for 14 years with cancer and it finally won.
i didnt get to go see her when i wanted to…now she’s gone.
[please pray/send good vibes to our family]

posted by Sun T. on Feb 22

funeral went as well as could be expected i guess. we were in the same eerie church that i had to go to when my dear friend Angel passed only about a year or so ago. it gave me flashbacks. i had to sing at the viewing of that funeral and it was the hardest thing i have ever had to do. i sang for such a looooong time and finally it was time to do the service and try not to throw myself into the grave after him. my s/o was there with me and held me up that day, literally. this time not so bad, although very sad. i feel like i lost a soon to be true friend. we didnt know each other very well but i know his kids and the love of his life and that was knowing him. he looked like he fell asleep and never knew a thing after. he didnt look sick or swollen which i was happy about. too much makeup, but mostly he looked like himself. it was a loooooooong day.
me and hubby got out tonight and went to see about getting a new TV. went to Best Buy for that and they were sold out of the one we want, so we have to wait till tuesday to get it. then we went to Godfather’s. the service was beyond terrible and my husband ended up wit
h a piece of paper caught in his throat. the chef left the paper under his stromboli and he didnt see it until it was too late. their service has been degrading ever since the first time we went there. one time we were even treated like paupers. the lady never asked us if we wanted dinner menus she just assumed that we werent rich enough to afford it, gave us lunch menus, and treated us like crap. that day we ordered really expensive stuff just to tick her off and show her something. this time the waitress took the stromboli off the bill and apologized more than enough for the chef cuz it wasnt her fault… she made sure we knew that IT WASNT HER FAULT. she still got like a $3 tip b/c we did get my food and it was ok. other than that she would have gotten NADA. it took us 45 min just to get our drinks!
i was going to go look at guitars today but we didnt since we needed time alone and away. our relatives have been staying here all week and it’s pretty noisy in here. we left the baby with my MIL and left for nearly 3 hrs. it did me good to get the stress out. i will go look at guitars monday and tuesday and make my decision by tues afternoon. i have to go to 3 places and test out guitars. it will be a rigorous but worth it 2 days spent in stores.
i wish i was sleepy but its getting harder for me to sleep here. i have so much on my mind it’s hard for me to settle down. church in the morning i guess, if i can pry myself out of the bed in time. we shall see, though. i want to go with hubby to AC to a church we like down there. im tired of the vineyard.
baby’s birthday coming up and i have to go see my mom about the cake and whatnot. i will have to post a pic of it when its all over with. i have 5 rolls of film to develop already…all of my lil bu . hes just to cute not to have film on hand at all times!!! he walks like a pro now. we are still fighting with his crankiness cuz of his impending teeth, but all will be better soon.
i guess im getting a bit tired now so i will go. love ya’ll.

posted by Sun T. on Feb 19

so the funeral is tomorrow and i don’t think i’m quite ready for it. i know that the people i care for are in a lot of pain and i just pray that i can handle the pressure and not buckle. i am seen as strong and i would like it to stay that way. i need to be there for my nephew and my nieces and my sis in law who will all be very upset. my hubby is trying to get out early so he can attend and be there for the family too. i don’t really know what else to say. i am very sad about it. i will not be wearing black because i don’t believe that you should make it sadder for yourself by being all in dark colors. too many people dying too close to me. we have to pick up the flower arrangement from us tomorrow morning. i just want something simple beautiful and from the heart.
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posted by Sun T. on Feb 18

things have been pretty raunchy lately. it has been hard not to break down with most of the rest of the family over the recent loss of milo.
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